Looking back at the day, it was a good one. This suprises me in some ways because I had dreaded it for some reason, which just hit me right now. Last year on this day I was on a "cruise" to memorialize my grandmother's life. The image of circling the place where rose petals and the ashes of an amazing woman were scattered will probably stay with me the rest of my life...It seems somehow fitting that all day my emotions were at the surface, waiting to spill over and cause a complicated mess.
On a brighter note, I held the most beautiful and sweet baby today. I suppose most things in my life are a little bittersweet right now. Full of good byes, see ya laters and keep up the hard work. The good part of this is that I truly believe I am on a journey to the next step of life that the Lord has for me. It has many challenges and I am tired, exhausted, really. Of course cute shoes help to make the day a little easier to bear.
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Ooh Sarah, I didn't know you were doing this. How neat that we can keep up like this!
And Grandma... Oh that lady how she sticks with us, still. I think of her everyday and know that in some way she is still taking care of us all.
I love you Sarah!!
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